What does it mean???

Salam semua...
Malam ni aku rasa agak kurang best sket la kan..
Yela nak cakap ngantok tak ngantok sangat..
Nta la macam ada sumting wrong with my mind..
I always think about something that will give me no answer..
No reason why it's happen..
Sometimes I feel so confused bout it..
Can all of you imagine if you in a middle..
But both of your end are like in war..
Never have a same opinion..
Always have an issues between both of it...
Does it should between all of us???
Please someone answer me...
Ianya rasa macam main tarik tali tau...
Nak pegi belah sana salah nak g belah sini salah jugak..
Ayoyo pening kepala ini di buat nya...
Aku ske kedua2 belah..
Cuma aku tak tahu macam mne nak settle kan everything...
Ish3...
Kdg2 ader stu time tu last2 skali aku jugak yang jd mangsa nye...
Tp ak tak tahu la nak cakap cmne la kan..
Kunk nanti kalo aku backup belah ni..
Belah lagi stu cakap mcm2 plak ttg ak..
Bukan nye aku tak tahu kan...
Tp tak tahu la kalo tu sume perasaan aku saje..
Hrp2 cuma prasaan aku je la kan..
Someone please give me an opinion how to settle my problems...
Aku tkot nanti kunk lme2 ak plak yg tak tahan nanti..
Tolong la rakan2 ek...