Missing...

I really feel dat i hve lost sumting importnt...

but why???

am i not good enough???

i really don't know...

i really feel just want to cry...

but there's no one to comfort me...

will dat gurl come back???

o not???

i don't know...

but thnx to her i hve sort my life back...

tq so much...

i miss her so much...

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Sadness

Ak xth pe yg ak dh wt...

Ak btol2 sdey gler...

Adkh sbb kata2 ak tu???

Tp ak xmksd kn kt dia...

mmg suatu yg xdpt di agk...

tp knp????

btol2 ke sume kata2 dia smlm???

ak xcye... :(

tp kalo she mean it...

wht cn i do???

Ak xbtol2 xsngka struk ni...

Ak btol2 trsentak smlm...

knp???

Ak xpnh trse dgn sgala yg dia ucpkn..

tp..hmmm...

Ak btol2 mntk maaf...

tp kalo tu jln yg dia pilih...

ak xleh nk wt pe...

ak kne trime walaupun sukar...

dgn hnya pke kn je ak terkedu...

xberkata ak smlm...

Maafkn ak...

Thnk for all ur love... :(

p/s:
Bertuturlah cinta
Mengucap satu nama
Seindah goresan sabdamu dalam kitabku
Cinta yang bertasbih
Mengutus Hati ini
Ku sandarkan hidup dan matiku padamu
Bisikkan doaku
Dalam butiran tasbih
Kupanjatkan pintaku padamu Maha Cinta
Sudah di ubun-ubun cinta mengusik rasa
Tak bisa kupaksa walau hatiku menjerit
Ketika cinta bertasbih nadiku berdenyut merdu
Kembang kempis dadaku merangkai butir cinta
Garis tangan tergambar tak bisa aku menentang
Sujud syukur padamu atas segala cinta

Human oh Human...

Firstly I want to admit that maybe I don’t have right to said all of this..

But this matter is very important... (To me)

What that change the human behaviour??

We can see all around us that human have done so many cruel things...

But where the justice or punishment that can make all of them suffer???

I also have commited so many mistakes in my life and I very regret about it..

Because due to that it has affected my life now..

Does this the punishment that Allah bring down to me???

Everyday I thought about it... Why??? Why human still do same mistakes???

Does Allah not bring down the punishment to them yet???

Or it just them that do not have the heart to regret all their mistakes???

Everyday we see many cases that human have done to others???

Murder, swindling, hypocrite, deceit...

But what I really hate is people who are hypocrite...

Damn to them!!!!

In front of us they said everything good about us...

But when we turn around they will backstabbed us...

Ripped us apart... Why all of this happens??? Why???

Damn!!!

Do they don’t think about others feelings???

Why they being like that??

I really can’t answer it...

They are really “bloody” bullocks...

What I can say that they will change..

That’s all...

*i’m really pissed off!!!

New Year...

Salam sume..

New year ni ucap kn kpd sume la kn...

Hrp2 korunk jgn slh phm plak..

Yela new year yg ak mksd kn adlah Awal Muharram tau..

O lbh di knli sbgi Maal Hijrah...

So, ak hrp kte sume leh cbe utk brubh la kn..

Yela stiap insan xpnh lari dri lkukn kslhn kn..

So, thun br ni cbe la utk krg kn kslhn2 tu..

Trmsuk diri ak sndiri la kn..

hehehe~

Insya allah...

Hmmmm...

Sjak ak kt UTM agk ssh lowr nk on9..

Yela wifi nye ckup mnydh kn..

So, hrp2 UTM dpt la upgrde sket kn dorg puye server tu...

Korunk jgn ingt tu azam ak utk thun br ni..

Yela kalo wifi dh kuat snang la skit nk keje sume kn..

(Yela tu...hahaha~)

Another is ak nk ckp...

Kpd student UTM tu kn...

Ni br je 1st week kt UTM...

Jgn la asik pke nk cuti je kn...

Ish3..

Tau la duk umah tgk tv n mkn pun free je kn...

hahaha~

Tp biar la lme sket kn UTM br pke cuti..

Korunk ni..Ish3...

Xserik2..hehehe~

Pape pun ak wish kt korunk slmt maal hijrah..

N slalu brdoa utk mgrgkn kslhn2 yg pnh kte lkukn...

O lbh bek brubh utk x wt lngsg kslhn2 tu..

AMIN~~~

Havoc,Chaos!!!

New sem just begin..

So everybody just got in a very good and cool mood...

This all bcoz of the result of final exam last sem..

huhuhu~

It is very disappointing...

So this sem everyone want to get a very good result...

hehehe~

So everyone is in very high spirit to study hard..

But what I expect that even everyone is study hard..

I still want my friends to be like always..

HAVOC and CHAOS...

hehehe~

So what I hope in this new sem is..

Everyone will get what they want..

Getting good result..

But on the same time I still want my 'havocing' crew...

hehehe~

Another New Story Will Begin

Yuhuuu...

A new story will be begin in just 4 days only..

And now it just in it countdown..

The story will I don't know whether it is good or not..

Hopefully everything is just fine..

Coz I hate when something badly happen in the middle of the story..

I think everyone also will be the same..

Who will not get upset,mad, or stress if suddenly bad thing happen in a middle of exciting,thrilling or happening situation..

It will all get messed up...

And lastly everything will tangled up..

huhuhu~

And when that situation happen..

I really really really hate it..

Coz my head will get messed up and full of thinking how to solve it..

So hopefully this new story will give me just "easy and cool" situation..

Amin~

And you know what..hmmm..

The title of the story is..

is...

is... hmmmm...

The title is..

hmmm...

...

...

...

...

...

....

"The Adventure of UTM students: Semester Fourth"

no~~

hehehe~

Beauty and the Beast

Hola everyone..

Hmmmm...

Based on tjuk mesti korang ingt ak nk citer ttg..hmmm..

beauty and the beast.. xpun si cantik & si buruk rupa ke (oooopppss!! hrp mklum ek ak xtgk citer tu ek..hehehe)

Ak juz nk story ttg kehidupan ni je kali ni...

Ok2..

Kte sume th kn yg "beast"

(bkn Beast dlm cter X-Men tu tau.. ni dlm fairytale puye tau..hehe..)

tu sbnrnye sorg prince tp die jd "beast" sbb die dh wt slh kt stu nenek kbyn tu..

yela nenek tu just nk jual bunga ros or pe ntah ak pun lpe..hehehe..

tp putera tu krg ajor "tuptup" kne smph jd 'beast' dgn nenek tu coz prngi prince yg hmpr sme dgn binatang...

dh lme pastu dia jmpa dgn gurl ni n gurl ni la yg wt 'beast' brubh jd prngi baik..

lastly 'beast' tu brubh jd prince smula tp dgn good attitude..

So, pe yg ingin ak ckp adlah kte ni maybe byk lakukan dosa or kslhn dlm idup kte stkt ni kn..

Utk brubh jd baik kte perlu kn bimbingn dr sume org kn..

tak kn la dh brubh rupa cm "beast" tu or kne azab dr ALLAH S.W.T bru nk brubh kn..

Jd smentara ader mse ni moh la kte cbe brubh ke arh kebaikn

N crik la org yg leh bimbing kte ke jln kebekn

Moh la kte lkukn sblum trlmbt..

Ingt dan renung2 kn..

hehehe~ ;-)

P/s : Pape pun cbrn yg sdg di hadapi cbe hadapi nye dgn tabah.. Insya allah...

What will be the conclusion???

Every story got it's own ending rite..

And this also happen to my life story..

But what that I don't know is whether the ending is happily ever after or not..

And I really hope it will end with happily ever after..

But if it end very badly.. huhuhu~

I just have to accept it with a very open heart..

And I hope I got the will to overcome all the situation that occur...

Yesterday "someone" ask me about something that I really do not know how to answer..

What I can said that the "someone" must take a long time to think about his/her life..

What very important is just think about his/her life first then other people's life...

The "someone" said that his/her will be taking a very very long time to think about a right decision..

And I think it is good for his/her..

Because by doing this his/her can think thoroughly about everything...

And this will help his/her make a very good decision..

So what I can do is praying that the "someone" will happy with his/her life...

Amin~

The Uncertainty

In every sort of person..

There must be some sort of uncertain about something..

Including about our heart,mind, and mostly about the future..

Sometime it just feel like to choose where to go on a crossroad..

We can't do anything to vanish all this 'uncertain' feeling like "pooofff"

No..no...

Nothing can make it vanish that way..

Unless there only one way..

We must keep praying and praying to the Holy God.. ALLAH S.W.T..

Maybe all of this is one of His obstacles for us to keep believe in Him..

And also to give us some experience and knowledge about life here and also hereafter..

We just must keep on believe in Him..

Believe in fate that He has made for us..

Never falling apart when something bad are happen to ourselves..

Because ALLAH will always be on our side to guide and help us..

Insya Allah...

So all what we can do to relieve all the uncertain felling..

We must just keep praying..

Praying for a perfect future in our life..

Aidiladha

Hola everyone...

First of all ak nk say slamat ari aji la kn dlu..

n slamat mkn dging2 korban tu sume ek..

hehehe~

tp jgn byk2 plak t kunk ader yg ke dpn plak t..

dh ke dpn tu t ak xtnggung tau..

coz bkn ak yg wt tp korunk yg wt sndiri...

hahaha~

pape pun slamat enjoy ek time raya ni..

hehe~

bubye!!

Tradegy of 19/11/09

hola..

hmmm... pada 19/11/09

mmg mrupakn ari yg xth nk ckp cmne la..

yela nk ckp happy x ader la nk ckp sdih pun xjgk..

so a lil' bit confused la kn..

huhuhu..

situasi yg happy nye maybe sbb ak n mmbr2 skool ak g tgk midnight citer 2012..

citer yg rmi gler org ckp best tu tp pas ak tgk je..

tp ala cm xbest je coz klimaks n ending sume cm dh leh agk dh..

hmpr sme je ending cm The Day After Tommorow tu.. (cm rugi je g tgk... huhuhu~)

pastu kteorg g lpak kt kedai mamak smpi kul 5 pg.. (ish3..)

tu pun nsib bek "BIG MAAM" panggil balik kalo x mmg xbalik la tu kn..

(hehehe.. jiwa muda katakn)

tp pada ptg 19/11/09 plak situasi yg agk sdih plak yg berlaku.. huhuhu..

ak dpt result final ak utk sem 3 ni..

perrrggghhhh!!! jhanam result ak...

gler tol ak..

ntah pe ntah yg wt kt U tu..

nk ckp men xader la sgt kn.. bek je ak kt sne... (HAHAHA!!! )

pas tgk result tu mood ak trus down gler la kn..

yela sume cm unexpected gler la kn..

tmbh2 FLUID tu cm cilaka..

huhuhu~

eiii... gram gler siot..

tp pe leh wt kn trima je la...

so next sem is time to be serious..

7 & Vista

Tgk tjuk je mesti korg dh dpt agk dh kn..

Ak juz nk citer pape OS(operating system) yg slalu di gne kn oleh sume computer user kt stu dunia ni..

Skunk ni kte th la kn Windows dh kuar dorg puye OS br kn Windows 7..

Skali dgr la kn cm power je kn..

Tp eleyh Windows 7 tu sbnrnye juz upgrade dr Windows Vista..

Yela Vista kn agk byk jgk la prob nye kn..

So 7 ni leh jgk di kte kn cm 'improved' Vista...

Tp pe yg ak proud jgk la kn ttg 7 ni dorg ader XP mode..

Dats is mode yg leh di ktakn cm dpt mmbnrkn 7 ni operating cm XP..

Yela bkn sume software leh di pki utk 7 tmbh2 software2 yg dh old skool gler kn..

huhuhu~

So dgn ader mode ni cm leh mnyngkn jgk comp user.. (bgos jgk ek.. hmmm..)

Cter psl Window ni kn..

Ak br bli lptop br.... (fuyoooohhh!! hehehe)

Lptop ni plak sme dgn BIG BOSS ak (ayah ak)..

hehehe~

Tp mslhnye lptop BIG BOSS dh upgrade jd 7 n ak puye plak still Vista..

so phm2 la kn..

BIG BOSS nk lptop ak tu jd 7 jgk..

Mslhnye DVD upgrade jd 7 tu juz leh pki skali je..

n ak ckp byk kali xleh pki lg dh DVD tu

tp BIG BOSS still nk wt jgk.. (Perrrgghhh!!! Sbr je la kn)

So ak biar je la BIG BOSS wt..

Pastu lme2 xleh jgk even dh byk kali try.. (ISH3...)

Last skali BIG BOSS pun give up..

n ak plak kne wait lptop ni restoring sume data blik.. (Lmbt gler siot!!!)

Perrgggghhhh!!!

Investigation...

Salam..

Pg ni ak nk story sket la kn pe yg jd smlm..

Smlm ak tdo agk lwt jgk la kn..

yela biase nye ak tdo lwt juz time kt kolej je..

kt umh jrg la tdo lwt coz t kne "bising" dgn big maam..

hahaha~

ak tdo lmbt smlm pun bkn pe..

ader sket soal siasat di jlnkn..

huhu~

bunyi nye cm plik je kn..

tp bkn ak yg kne soal siasat..

org len yg kne n ak yg jd pnyoal nye..

hehehe~

byk jgk la yg ak th dr investigation ak tu..

n alhamdulillah la sbb sume brjln dgn lncr..

n insya allah ak xprlu risau pape 4 da meantime la kn..

but if in da future all da situation is repeating then i will pray 4 her happiness..

hehehe~

yela kte xleh agk kn pe yg jd in da future..

kte juz leh brdoa yg mse dpn kte happy

n according pe yg kte nk..

insya allah...

AMIN... : )

A New Beginning...

This mayb blog br ak.. coz blog kali ni ak akn lbh serious la kn.. yela blog ak yg sblm ni ak jrg update.. smpi ak sndiri dh lpe pe password nye..huhuhu~ tp xpe ak try utk slalu update blog ak yg trbru ni.. hehehe (hrp2 la kn).. hahaha~
Maybe blog ak kali ni ak akn more ke arh current issues around me.. hehe~
So, ak hrp la kn ak dpt jd sorg blogger yg brjaya..
hahaha~
"aja2 fighting!!!!" :P