Don't know what to say anymore

Hi everyone...

It's been a while since I updated my blog..

Although it is only about 2 days ago I posted an entry...

But why I felt it's like a very long time I didn't post...

Maybe I have so many things to talk about, to express and to say out loud...

I don't know what have happen to me this week...

I feel like such a loser...

And there are so many question that seared in my mind...

But I still don't get all the answer...

I really feel that I in an exam that full with all hardcore questions...

And usually the head of the questions are: WHAT? WHY? WHEN?

These are the common questions seared in my minds...

All of this occur since the last semester break...

Until now I still don't get it...

What that I get is just a clues here and there...

It's feel like playing a puzzle which I have to complete it so that I can get the whole pictures...

But another question is: How long will this be???

That's a very killer questions...

Because only ALLAH know when all of this will ended...

So, help me YA ALLAH...

Help me through all of this obstacles... ;-(